Status: Good reports!
Today has went for checkup for health cause i'm feeling unhealthy for couple of days, my heart is one of the issue. Was super worried before i go & i pray pray, pray! Because in this weakest hour of mine, i was so reminded & assured that, God is here & He is my one and only hope.
So, i went, before that my 2 awesome leaders prayed for me as well. After spending nearly 6 hours on checkup, the reports appears to be good!! Praise God! I was so relieve.
But at this time, i want to take this time also to thank my mommy, for taking the day out & to spent so much money on me. Really want to thank God for her, who constantly by my side. Love you mommy! :D
Monday, January 16, 2012
Saturday, January 14, 2012
14th Day
Status: Sharing at R.G
Im so glad because i never knew the tough time i gone through, God has turn it around & use it to bless more people! Remember i have mention, so many times i wanted to give up Campus Revo? But God has never fails to convict me & keep me going until today!
Today, my Pastor has challenged me to share our Campus Revo stories to the crowd. I was so so so nervous! But i did it & hope those present today were bless by the testimony God given me. Haha.. one thing that i shared about is, our Campus Revo did not get mission from God all the time, but we come together to pray for college every week still. And you know, Prayer is powerful & it moves mountain that our hands cant do! Seriously more powerful than a sword.
So, there is a powerful testimony that came out from the power of prayer over our college. Hence, a new thought that i am going to carry in 2012 Campus Revo is that, our college campus revo is not just going to be a place that we do mission to bless our college, but also to bless our college with our prayer! God hears us & will definitely move in His most beautiful timing!
Even less people turn up or might not catch the mission from God, i would not give up but continue to press on & pray, because again, only God could transform the college. All we need to do is surrender & ask by faith.
Im so glad because i never knew the tough time i gone through, God has turn it around & use it to bless more people! Remember i have mention, so many times i wanted to give up Campus Revo? But God has never fails to convict me & keep me going until today!
Today, my Pastor has challenged me to share our Campus Revo stories to the crowd. I was so so so nervous! But i did it & hope those present today were bless by the testimony God given me. Haha.. one thing that i shared about is, our Campus Revo did not get mission from God all the time, but we come together to pray for college every week still. And you know, Prayer is powerful & it moves mountain that our hands cant do! Seriously more powerful than a sword.
So, there is a powerful testimony that came out from the power of prayer over our college. Hence, a new thought that i am going to carry in 2012 Campus Revo is that, our college campus revo is not just going to be a place that we do mission to bless our college, but also to bless our college with our prayer! God hears us & will definitely move in His most beautiful timing!
Even less people turn up or might not catch the mission from God, i would not give up but continue to press on & pray, because again, only God could transform the college. All we need to do is surrender & ask by faith.
13th Day
Status: 1st Christian Fellowship of 2012 & Deactivation of FB
CF has been great! I thought it will be less people turns up because sem break, but Praise God! We have 28 :D
Again, the atmosphere is just so spirit-filled & Pastor message was great! He speaks about God being the center of our life & idols that needs to break in our life. It really hits me hard when Pastor mention about Church being an idol. At first, I was like, "what? Lolx...im not one of them". But when he mention "When you start comparing church & did not see God love all churches the same, then church is your idol" ...I totally felt the strong smack on my head, "I am actually one of them". Lolx...
But, im glad, because i knew that this year, God will take me step by step and mold me. So, i really thank Him for revealing my heart & my blindself so that i could correct from it. Whee! Still lots of things to learn, everyday a step forward!
Now, about the Facebook. I have finally take up the courage to deactivate it. I have sow too much time into it & is time to get a life! Moreover, Facebook tends to makes me to emotional for some reasons.
CF has been great! I thought it will be less people turns up because sem break, but Praise God! We have 28 :D
Again, the atmosphere is just so spirit-filled & Pastor message was great! He speaks about God being the center of our life & idols that needs to break in our life. It really hits me hard when Pastor mention about Church being an idol. At first, I was like, "what? Lolx...im not one of them". But when he mention "When you start comparing church & did not see God love all churches the same, then church is your idol" ...I totally felt the strong smack on my head, "I am actually one of them". Lolx...
But, im glad, because i knew that this year, God will take me step by step and mold me. So, i really thank Him for revealing my heart & my blindself so that i could correct from it. Whee! Still lots of things to learn, everyday a step forward!
Now, about the Facebook. I have finally take up the courage to deactivate it. I have sow too much time into it & is time to get a life! Moreover, Facebook tends to makes me to emotional for some reasons.
11th Day
Status: 1st day of Campus Revo for 2012 & listening 24/7!
- Twenty four seven, i am living for You Jesus!! -
"I have not being sharing from 6th to 10th. Reasonbeing i'm back home late & after completing my Bible study plan, i do not have energy to update already. :(
But a quick account, God has being good! Everyday when I read the Gospels, God begin to show me things that i used to read through and not giving second thought on it. Eg. God held the girl hands & her fever left her. It has speaks to me that, i have to take the BIble literally, is like, God held her hand & she got healed from Fever, then the same power of God will flow through me! Nothing less!!!"
God has been really good to me! You know, i was challenged so many times to give up Campus Revo, Campus revo is a movement to love & make Christ love famous in College.
It is very challenging when sometimes the number of people that turns out to be so few & even my own faith has faces some problem. But i want to thank God that when I am weak, He is always strong.
Wherever the thought of "Is this worth carry on? Should i give up? It will be so much relax" hits me, Holy spirit will remind me of the purpose of CR & why CR is started, is to transform my college with Christ love & it will surely come through one day. So with this conviction, I choose not to stop but carry on because i believe God's best is yet to come.
So, today, we have 8 comes together! 2 new brother come join us & guess what, they have the same desire to reach out to students in college! Hallelujah! And in today's CR we worship, we pray for one another & college. The spirit of God just rain down on us so heavily. I felt so glad & strengthen that God is here with us & His best is really yet to come!
- Twenty four seven, i am living for You Jesus!! -
"I have not being sharing from 6th to 10th. Reasonbeing i'm back home late & after completing my Bible study plan, i do not have energy to update already. :(
But a quick account, God has being good! Everyday when I read the Gospels, God begin to show me things that i used to read through and not giving second thought on it. Eg. God held the girl hands & her fever left her. It has speaks to me that, i have to take the BIble literally, is like, God held her hand & she got healed from Fever, then the same power of God will flow through me! Nothing less!!!"
God has been really good to me! You know, i was challenged so many times to give up Campus Revo, Campus revo is a movement to love & make Christ love famous in College.
It is very challenging when sometimes the number of people that turns out to be so few & even my own faith has faces some problem. But i want to thank God that when I am weak, He is always strong.
Wherever the thought of "Is this worth carry on? Should i give up? It will be so much relax" hits me, Holy spirit will remind me of the purpose of CR & why CR is started, is to transform my college with Christ love & it will surely come through one day. So with this conviction, I choose not to stop but carry on because i believe God's best is yet to come.
So, today, we have 8 comes together! 2 new brother come join us & guess what, they have the same desire to reach out to students in college! Hallelujah! And in today's CR we worship, we pray for one another & college. The spirit of God just rain down on us so heavily. I felt so glad & strengthen that God is here with us & His best is really yet to come!
Friday, January 6, 2012
5th Day
Status: "Why are you doing this?"
Today the Holy spirit in me led me to share with my girl about different things including Bible reading plan. I love this, as in when im dwell in the presence of God, I dont feel tired in spreading His word, in fact I felt endless strength within!
While showering, I flash back this few days that I have been through. I have experience the joy of the Lord, not just that I begin to be quite efficient and passion up for the things that I used to dislike.
So I asked myself, is this gonna be a instant noodle thing? (3 minutes hot in cantonese saying). Again, my Huddle leader question came to my mind, why are you doing this?
I get myself to think through, why? why? Everything has to be a reason behind, or else it fades when storm comes. So I got the answer after pounding through:
1) To please God by doing my best
2) To be a good example to the girls under me by showing
Thank God for my Huddle leader as what she said always be the thing that makes me better. :)
At night, as I do my quiet time, oh ya my first day Bible reading with my Huddle. I read through Luke 1:45.
I asked a question, how does John feel when 2 of his disciples left and follow Jesus? Urm, would he feel betrayed, angry or sad?
So i asked God & this answers comes to me from God:
He showed me from the point of view of me and my girl under me. One day, God called her to go to another country to serve Him, I would be more than glad to release her because she has arise in her faith to serve the Lord & follow Him. I would not be sad over she is no longer follow me, because she has found the journey God wanted her to take!
As simple as that. Really thank God for showing me this through my quiet time, to understand the Bible better. :)
Today the Holy spirit in me led me to share with my girl about different things including Bible reading plan. I love this, as in when im dwell in the presence of God, I dont feel tired in spreading His word, in fact I felt endless strength within!
While showering, I flash back this few days that I have been through. I have experience the joy of the Lord, not just that I begin to be quite efficient and passion up for the things that I used to dislike.
So I asked myself, is this gonna be a instant noodle thing? (3 minutes hot in cantonese saying). Again, my Huddle leader question came to my mind, why are you doing this?
I get myself to think through, why? why? Everything has to be a reason behind, or else it fades when storm comes. So I got the answer after pounding through:
1) To please God by doing my best
2) To be a good example to the girls under me by showing
Thank God for my Huddle leader as what she said always be the thing that makes me better. :)
At night, as I do my quiet time, oh ya my first day Bible reading with my Huddle. I read through Luke 1:45.
I asked a question, how does John feel when 2 of his disciples left and follow Jesus? Urm, would he feel betrayed, angry or sad?
So i asked God & this answers comes to me from God:
He showed me from the point of view of me and my girl under me. One day, God called her to go to another country to serve Him, I would be more than glad to release her because she has arise in her faith to serve the Lord & follow Him. I would not be sad over she is no longer follow me, because she has found the journey God wanted her to take!
As simple as that. Really thank God for showing me this through my quiet time, to understand the Bible better. :)
4th Day
Status: Meeting with CF Committee
Today, we went for Badminton outting. Again, the joy of the Lord is with me. I dont feel pressure talking to my friends, I just feel so free! Last time I used to have this pressure as I need to talk to different one, a fear I would say. But today, everything changed.
I just want to blend with different one, in my own way. I dont know, I felt so confident to be just myself, I did not compare or even think how others would look at me, I just wanna be me! Its like, Hey, God made me this way. :)
So after the badminton, we come to meeting. Initially (i mean 2011), i was so pressure up by this meeting for different things. But today, even as I was speaking, I just got this sentence "Have confidence in the Lord". So i just do meeting in my way, not trying to act pro or be like how some great people throw meeting. Its just me.
Good meeting, I dont feel pressure up!
Today, we went for Badminton outting. Again, the joy of the Lord is with me. I dont feel pressure talking to my friends, I just feel so free! Last time I used to have this pressure as I need to talk to different one, a fear I would say. But today, everything changed.
I just want to blend with different one, in my own way. I dont know, I felt so confident to be just myself, I did not compare or even think how others would look at me, I just wanna be me! Its like, Hey, God made me this way. :)
So after the badminton, we come to meeting. Initially (i mean 2011), i was so pressure up by this meeting for different things. But today, even as I was speaking, I just got this sentence "Have confidence in the Lord". So i just do meeting in my way, not trying to act pro or be like how some great people throw meeting. Its just me.
Good meeting, I dont feel pressure up!
3rd Day
Status: The Joy of the Lord has come upon
Today its our Huddle meeting at Elo's place. I was looking forward to it as I knew everytime i goes for Huddle meeting, I will surely be bless & it will stirs my passion up for God.
As I step into the house and met with different girls, I realize I have carried the joy even as I speak. I felt so glad. Hard to explain in words, but I just feel light & happy all the time.
Praise God for this because ever since I stepped into 2012, I felt the presence of the Lord is with me, He changed me in a way that I know with my own strength, is impossible. He draw me closed to Him & I just felt my faith has been arise!
Today its our Huddle meeting at Elo's place. I was looking forward to it as I knew everytime i goes for Huddle meeting, I will surely be bless & it will stirs my passion up for God.
As I step into the house and met with different girls, I realize I have carried the joy even as I speak. I felt so glad. Hard to explain in words, but I just feel light & happy all the time.
Praise God for this because ever since I stepped into 2012, I felt the presence of the Lord is with me, He changed me in a way that I know with my own strength, is impossible. He draw me closed to Him & I just felt my faith has been arise!
Tuesday, January 3, 2012
2nd Day
Status: Just got back from Family Reunion (seeing some of them after 10 years)
Today as I'm going out with my Dad, i was challenge to talk to the little girl, as in go beyond your comfort zone. Yes, if were given an option, I'll choose to stay silent.
But, what would Jesus do? He definitely will take every opportunity to spend time with the people and get to know them better, right? So, i take a step forward and talk to them, not alot, but at least I did not allow myself to go my own way.
And as I come home and have my quiet time, God constantly reminded me to trust in Him and because of my constant doubt on myself, God show me this again...
Yeap, the KFC uncle. He failed nearly 100 times before he really got on the path of success. So, this man reminded me that a good leader is not how many times you success, but most importantly, how you face your challenge and how you response to your failure. This KFC guy is one of the person that we respected till today, just because of the Perseverance value that he has.
Again, back to me. Jesus reminded me that it is the VALUE thats matter and He has chosen me for the time as this. Have confident in Him that He always have a better plan.
What my future holds? Im not sure. But for sure I know, Jesus holds my future & therefore its gonna be great.
Additional:
I have God speaking to me while I was sleeping nowadays, but its something I have read from Kiss Dating Goodbye, and it play back while I was asleep.
Today the thing i got is, be faithful doing what you are doing & the time will come.
Today as I'm going out with my Dad, i was challenge to talk to the little girl, as in go beyond your comfort zone. Yes, if were given an option, I'll choose to stay silent.
But, what would Jesus do? He definitely will take every opportunity to spend time with the people and get to know them better, right? So, i take a step forward and talk to them, not alot, but at least I did not allow myself to go my own way.
And as I come home and have my quiet time, God constantly reminded me to trust in Him and because of my constant doubt on myself, God show me this again...
Yeap, the KFC uncle. He failed nearly 100 times before he really got on the path of success. So, this man reminded me that a good leader is not how many times you success, but most importantly, how you face your challenge and how you response to your failure. This KFC guy is one of the person that we respected till today, just because of the Perseverance value that he has.
Again, back to me. Jesus reminded me that it is the VALUE thats matter and He has chosen me for the time as this. Have confident in Him that He always have a better plan.
What my future holds? Im not sure. But for sure I know, Jesus holds my future & therefore its gonna be great.
Additional:
I have God speaking to me while I was sleeping nowadays, but its something I have read from Kiss Dating Goodbye, and it play back while I was asleep.
Today the thing i got is, be faithful doing what you are doing & the time will come.
1st Day
Hello!
Its 2012!
On this very day, as I'm reading Kiss Dating Goodbye, i come across this page that says "Stop dwelling on your own needs, but think how can you help people around you with same needs and problem"
This statement has indeed open up my mind, i was so stuck and so concern about my own problems and needs that i neglected everyone's need. As I read this line, is just as if a door has been open in my mind and finally oxygen manage to comes in.
So Praise God, it is a small breakthrough for me, my situation. Focus on the external, and God will surely help me out as I continue to sow back to the community and people around me.
Its 2012!
On this very day, as I'm reading Kiss Dating Goodbye, i come across this page that says "Stop dwelling on your own needs, but think how can you help people around you with same needs and problem"
This statement has indeed open up my mind, i was so stuck and so concern about my own problems and needs that i neglected everyone's need. As I read this line, is just as if a door has been open in my mind and finally oxygen manage to comes in.
So Praise God, it is a small breakthrough for me, my situation. Focus on the external, and God will surely help me out as I continue to sow back to the community and people around me.
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