4th Day

Status: Meeting with CF Committee

Today, we went for Badminton outting. Again, the joy of the Lord is with me. I dont feel pressure talking to my friends, I just feel so free! Last time I used to have this pressure as I need to talk to different one, a fear I would say. But today, everything changed.

I just want to blend with different one, in my own way. I dont know, I felt so confident to be just myself, I did not compare or even think how others would look at me, I just wanna be me! Its like, Hey, God made me this way. :)

So after the badminton, we come to meeting. Initially (i mean 2011), i was so pressure up by this meeting for different things. But today, even as I was speaking, I just got this sentence "Have confidence in the Lord". So i just do meeting in my way, not trying to act pro or be like how some great people throw meeting. Its just me.

Good meeting, I dont feel pressure up!