5th Day

Status: "Why are you doing this?"

Today the Holy spirit in me led me to share with my girl about different things including Bible reading plan. I love this, as in when im dwell in the presence of God, I dont feel tired in spreading His word, in fact I felt endless strength within!

While showering, I flash back this few days that I have been through. I have experience the joy of the Lord, not just that I begin to be quite efficient and passion up for the things that I used to dislike.

So I asked myself, is this gonna be a instant noodle thing? (3 minutes hot in cantonese saying). Again, my Huddle leader question came to my mind, why are you doing this?

I get myself to think through, why? why? Everything has to be a reason behind, or else it fades when storm comes. So I got the answer after pounding through:
1) To please God by doing my best
2) To be a good example to the girls under me by showing

Thank God for my Huddle leader as what she said always be the thing that makes me better. :)

At night, as I do my quiet time, oh ya my first day Bible reading with my Huddle. I read through Luke 1:45.
I asked a question, how does John feel when 2 of his disciples left and follow Jesus? Urm, would he feel betrayed, angry or sad?
So i asked God & this answers comes to me from God:

He showed me from the point of view of me and my girl under me. One day, God called her to go to another country to serve Him, I would be more than glad to release her because she has arise in her faith to serve the Lord & follow Him. I would not be sad over she is no longer follow me, because she has found the journey God wanted her to take!

As simple as that. Really thank God for showing me this through my quiet time, to understand the Bible better. :)